LEO THE YOUNG ENLIGHTENED ONE..... LEO.TXT *********************************************************************** Excerpts Leo's booklet: All this which appears HERE may offend some, offend many, offend all of you, I don't give a shit if it does or it doesn't. I don't care if you read all the junk entered here or not. This is just what I am doing right now, this moment, it doesn't need you to validate it, it just is! You are the ones who think you are free, do what ever you want to do. Wallow in your bullshit and delusions as long as you want or WAKE UP. Its fully your choise to do either. You are the ones who think you are free. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- The path of the great ones is not liberation, rather it is bondage. liberation means being free. On the contrary, those who have achieved what the unillumated would call liberation are truely bound into slavery. slavery to mankind. Slavery to the dumb, asleep robots that most people are. Slaves to the insipiant personalities, bodies, minds that most beings think they are. Yes, the truely great ones are locked into service to the world. To the "NEW AGE". What a crock of shit. There is no new age. There is no chance to make it. There never will be a chance for society to "make it". The whole concept of the evolutionary leap, a rise in consciousness is a plot. It is a subconsciously directed and a deviously designed plot, to allow "hope", to delude us into thinking that we're making it. That we're becoming free or that we're getting high. Listen: we already are consciousness itself. We already are free. We already are happy. See there is nothing to attain. Absolutely nothing. Hope is a big crock. Hope is a rip off. Hope deludes us into the search,into seeking. We need to realize consciousness, not attain it. We need to just be free, just be happy, just live consciousness, not expand it. Consciousness cannot be expanded, it just is. Our prior self is pure, is truth. Hope is bullshit. Hope is reality and reality is a rip off. Reality is a con-game that our minds lay on our life to make us believe that we are cool, free, enlightened. Reality is an act. Only truth is worth living. Reality must be taken in context of its existance or it will kill you. Reality is hard, it's persistant, and it will knock you on your ass every time! Reality will literally kill your body and destroy your games (by creating new ones). Reality is hard, it's persistent and it will knock you on your ass every time. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- The reason for this is clear. See, usually one thinks that one is his or her body or mind. Under those circumstances, that one would feel as if the ebb and flow, the undulations of reality were being done to who they are. That is why people get knocked on their ass by reality. Not of neccessity, but of delusion. People perceive reality's forms as direct threats because they are not-ALIVE-. Even when reality is loving, compassionate, sympathic, it still will kill you. Because it keeps you in the act. It keeps you on the stage, not knowing you are an actor. See, if you don't know that you've got makeup on and you've got a costume on, you'll just run your life as an actor. You'll never wash off the grease paint. You'll never take off the costume and put on street clothes. You'll never leave the theater and come hohm. I mean to get you in the audience again. That's where you started from. You were created in the audience. You were born(into your body and your personality and your life) onto the stage. I mean to get you off it. You are not who you think you are. You arn't your role. You are GOD. What happens if you don't know this? Well, one day you get caught in the rain and your grease paint runs. Then you go home and look in the mirror. And you freak out. You think the image in the mirror is a monster. You think it's a hallucination. It's you. Not the damn grease paint. Thats just your role. To be ALIVE you must live GOD. You must function from your prior condition. Thats all. Reality. What is reality? Everything that is manifest in the universe is reality, all forms of "matter", all worlds, life, sound, all the subtle energy levels-all reality. GOD'S form made manifest. Thats it. Everything that one perceives objectively or subjectively is reality. Everything one senses, through the five physical senses and through the psychic senses-all reality. Truth or prior condition is that one pure existance that always was, and is, at the base of all reality. The spark of creation-DIVINITY or LOVE-all consuming, enveloping, complete, and absolute. GOD is the only absolute. Sustained and permanent happiness. Listen, you can't see GOD, intuit GOD, feel GOD, understand GOD. you especially can't have insight into GOD. Insight is such total crap, such garbage. YOU CAN ONLY LIVE GOD. If you aren't living GOD, you are only living. Living is bullshit. It is suffering. It is being on the stage unaware that you are on the stage. Unaware you're covered with grease paint. Only living is death, sleep, delusion. It is not illusion. There is no such thing as illusion. It is delusion. I mean to get you to be alive. Only living is nowhere. Only living is reality. Being ALIVE is truth. Only truth is worth anything. Only truth is living GOD. Big deal. Awakening is no big deal. I mean everything is GOD so what's so good about awakening? Its nothing new. Realization is totally unexciting. Only the fascination with reality is exciting. Only kundalini is exciting. Only cosmic consciousness is exciting. And bulshit. Only reality. Just merely living. Not being ALIVE. Realization already is. There's no discovery, no lights, and sound, only awakening. One who is realized is one who has just stopped merely living and has just come alive. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- I am such a one. Being GOD is nothing. Being GOD is as good, as high, as noble a purpose as being shit. Because GOD is shit also. Only living GOD is a valid way of existing. Just by being anything, you are GOD. GOD is wood, rock, metal, wood alcohol, rock & roll, mettle. GOD is war, death, retardation, suffering. GOD is love, ah sweet love, flowers, babies and your guts. So being GOD is no big deal. It's only living. Only living GOD is being ALIVE. And when you live GOD you're not free. Only ignorance is freedom. Being alive is being a slave. Being alive is having a responsibility, A commitment to all those who are merely living. GOD makes no judgements. GOD has no attributes. GOD doesn't give a shit whether you live or die. GOD isn't even conscious. None of this is sacrilege, by the way. GOD and I are on intimate terms. GOD doesn't care what I say because I live GOD. Anyone living GOD, anyone who is alive, as I am, cannot be sacrilegious. Sacrilege belongs only to the self-righteous assholes who have got religion. I am having. Religion is dead, it is reality. Having (owning) anything is delusion. I am not in reality. I am truth. See, reality is hard, it's persistent and it'll knock you on your ass. Truth is ALIVE. period. Only one who is alive serves. One who is alive acts as an example for all of those who are still on the stage. One who is alive, such as I, is a teacher. By will. By desire. By absolute need. One who is alive shows the actors how to wash off the grease paint. How to take off the costumes. How to assume the role offstage. How to be a part of the audience. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- GOD IS PARADOXICAL-----see, there's a problem. Because the damn seats in the theatre are practically empty. Everybody's on the stage and people love the warm, mushy, security of numbers. People look out in the audience and say, shit, there's so few of them there we must be what's right. We better stay up here so we don't look as stupid as the assholes out there. There's me in the back row, all the way on the right. Bubba Free John on the left. Swami Satchidananda up front, with Pir Vilyat Khan sitting over the footlights. Ram Dass is there, so is Werner Eherht and Muktananda. And all of these great venerable teachers (there's not a hell of a lot of us) Well think it presumptuous of me to include myself amonst their ranks. They've never heard of me. What absolute absurdity. Well, so what. I've got no humility. I'm simply alive. Thats all. What's that anyway. If you're living in reality, not much. NOBODY'S ever heard of me. They all say, gee that clown in the second row has clear eyes, a good aura, a peaceful look. Far out. But if the teachers themselves aren't alive. How the hell are they going to tell. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- LISTEN,I BORROW FROM EVERYBODY'S INSIGHTS. I TALK LIKE BUBBA,I TELL STORIES OF SAI BABA, AND HILDA AND SWAMI SATCHIDANANDA, BUT!!! I am none of them. Of course I sound like them, because I am them. ALL OF THEM. Far out. I am merely alive. Already conscious. I'm not living anymore. I'm off the stage. One who is off the stage, must have humor. I said to janet one day, listen "devotion without humor is humorless". Now that statement will live forever. She looked at me like I was a total asshole and said listen "devotion without humor is devotionless". That statement will live forever. Do you get the difference? Devotion without humor is absolutely devotionless. That is an easy thing to explain. That is an easy thing to conceptualize. Devotion without humor is humorless, can only be known by one who is alive. One who is merely living won't get it. One who is merely living will laugh at it, it will become an in joke. It will blow zen to pieces, and it will become the banner of the new brand of radical truth students, Who seek the truth without a path. Who attain the truth through non-attainment and non zen. Who think they are alive because they are free. NO! ONLY THOSE WHO ARE TOTAL SLAVES ARE ALIVE. FREEDOM IS DELUSION. Freedom is merely living. Freedom is reality. It is adlibbing upon your memorized lines. Because you can die. That is freedom. When you can't die and you know it, hell, you're a slave, plain and simple. You're also alive, JUST HAPPY ALL THE TIME. Only those ones that are truely alive will know that devotion without humor is humorless. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- There is a basic problem within the traditional path. Yoga has been around for 5000 years. How many people who have studied yoga have attained aliveness? Most of them are still (even after lifetimes of dedication and devotion) merely living. I'll tell you why. Almost all the people who study yoga have one goal in mind. And this is an implied goal. This is to become yogis and yoginis. That is just so much additional bullshit to put up with. The stated goal of yoga is union. Union with god, obviously. Stated goals don't mean shit. It's the implied goals. The subtle undercurrents that truely control us. Any stated objective, obvious up front idea or goal is one we consciously accept, reject or table. At the best, we decide we like it. Anything that we consciously agree with, once it is dealt with, is totally void of energy anymore. It becomes a dead concept. A fulfilled idea. Any implied idea, that is not consciously acknowledged, is picked up by the subconscious and is fed energy constantly until it either manifests or is brought to conscious attention. When it is brought to conscious attention, it goes the way of all other concsious thoughts or ideas. When it manifests, we cop out to karma (total bullshit) or to luck or to god's will. What a trip, what a laugh. Do you see the humor in that? Listen, nothing is god's will, my friends. Only one who is ALIVE HAS A WILL. AND ONE WHO IS ALIVE IS A SLAVE. Hilda Charlton in N.Y. is always telling her disciples to "have fun now, kids, because once you get to where I'm at, it's all work". She got it, ALMOST. At least she's a slave. She's a living slave. That's better than being a living dummy. That's better than being living free. WHAT A RIP OFF, FREEDOM. The great consciousness hoax. HOPE-IT'S JUST SO MUCH BULLSHIT. SEE, you are either alive or living. You are never dead. YOU are never dead - oftimes your body is, or your delusions are, or your life is dead, but YOU never are. So there is no ALMOST. No I've "almost" got it. Not I'm "almost" there. Not "almost" god. You are ALIVE or you are living. PERIOD. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- By the way let's deal with tests. You know, all those holy and devout students of the delusion of separateness. The delusion of a judgemental, personalitized god. Those 10-20-30 year students of metaphysics. Those devotees of the great traditions, the "brotherhoods" of cosmic conciousness. GOD, what a lie. What a barrel of monkey shit. Bullshit is just shit. Monkey shit has some degree of humor associated with it. And metaphsics is really a laugh (outdone only in its absurdity by the serious and scientific field of parapsychology). There are no such things as "tests". There are only lessons. You see, those who are merely living keep giving themselves harder and harder scripts to memorize and enact. All they are really doing is upgrading the act. They move from blackjack to gin rummy to bridge. From the hula hoop to clue to monoply to chess to go. All they do is stay in reality. You upgrade your act from run of the mill society neurotic to clear, centered, lay psychologist. From money hungry materialist to aesthetic appreciator. Or from child controlled mommy or daddy to I'm o.k. you're o.k. adult. Or from all of these or any of these to the greatest upgraded act of all, "the spiritual aspirant", the devotee, the seeker of truth". After all, if you're in tough with GOD, listening to "her" voice (or his, depending on your degree of chauvenism-even it-ha ha we're not prejudiced are we? Some of my best friends are its). If you have a direct line to the top, who can disagree, right? Who can say you're acting? no one can disapprove a belief in GOD. Not when it's a sincere belief. Thats the problem. It's only a belief -more bullshit- just more permanent grease paint. You never get to the truth. And reality is hard, it's persistant, and it'll knock you on your ass, everytime. Only because you think you can get knocked on your your ass. Most people think that if the play doesn't get rave reviews and the backers leave that they will be out of work. That one is merely living. That one is in the delusion. Being alive is realizing that even if the play is canceled, it's only a job, you can still take off the costume,put on street clothes, and come HOHM (to those ones who are ALIVE). ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Action, Camera, Take Infinity...... Don't try. Give up trying. Don't hope. Hope implies trying. Implies that there is something to attain, something to pray for. Don't hope, don't try, just awaken. Be ALIVE. Live your eternity. Realize that you can keep getting new scripts, new plays, even a movie or two, maybe even a choise tv script and that you are the actor or actress. You aren't the role. If the play is cancelled, far out. You'll always have work, For GOD NEEDS TO BE ENTERTINED AND WILL NEVER HAVE ENOUGH. You'll always have a job. You'll never be on unemployment. Only when you are a slave, only when you are ALIVE do you stop actually doing the entertinement. Then you move over into the job of producer or director or even writer or choreographer. You still have job, however. You're never out of work. SO DO IT. AWAKEN. Stop merely living. Just be happy. Be ALIVE. Just this. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Those who are ALIVE, those who have come HOHM, do many things to trap you. They offer classes in yoga, they show movies, they offer lessons of the saints, living and dead. They do anything to get you into their presence, to trap you, to kill you so you will stop merely living. So you too will become a slave. So you too will just be happy. Just this.... I lead chanting. We sing, we blend, we come together in VOICE, in SPIRIT, in SOUL. And I trap those who are not yet alive. I delude them into being blissed in, high, joyous. then I strut into their being and strip them naked. Raw. And they they stop merely living at some point and become alive. I am surrounded by happy people. Just happy. Just slaves. Just this. Living god. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- And we're all so damned critical. We distroy tradition. We blast apart delusion. We have no humility. We are simply ALIVE. We don't give a shit. We don't care if those merely living exist or are distroyed. We don't care if you live or die. We don't care if our parents or our children live or die. We don't give a shit. Not even with honey or molasses on it..not even pretty please. We don't give a shit. Period. WE CARE TOTALLY. WE LOVE COMPLETELY AND WITHOUT LIMIT. WE LIVE GOD. Only one who does't care at all cares in truth. Those in reality delude themselves by loving, caring, being compassionate. Bullshit. Only one ALIVE can care because only one ALIVE doesn't give a shit. At all. Nothing. Period. Come alive, GOD DAMN YOU. I am a slave. I implore you to stop merely living. I implore you to wake up. And I don't give a shit. Why should I? I am surrounded by happy people. I am surrounded by health, wealth, enjoyment peace. I have everything. Why the hell should I care? I ONLY LOVE YOU. What difference does it make. I'm just happy. I'm a slave. JUST ALIVE. Just happy. It's the universe. Just this. Merely living is reality, merely living is the world. Being ALIVE is truth. Being ALIVE is the universe. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- One who is ALIVE is an incredibly powerful being. One who is ALIVE destroys all the cutsie practices of the spititual seeker. One who is ALIVE destroys preconceptions, prejudices, judgements and analyses. One who is ALIVE sees all. Nothing, absolutely nothing is hidden from one who LIVES GOD. And this scares the shit out of those who are merely living. See, they think that they have secrets. They think that they can really hide something: anything. So they go around with these great hidden treasures that they are even scared to tell their analyst or their mate about. They're afraid of being found out. Give up the blasted treasure. It's no good. It's shit anyhow. Don't hoard your shit. Stop being constipated. Give it up. And it's scary to give it up because you think you'll be ostracized. You think you'll be criticized. You think you'll be judged mad, unusual and even worse; in bad taste! So come HOHM. Join those of us who are ALIVE. We're in bad taste. Just ask all of the aesthetic ones. Just ask all the traditional spiritual seekers, They'll tell you in what incredibly bad taste we are. Just ask the run of the mill accomplished one. The businessman or woman. The typicial success. They'll tell you we are all mad. They're merely living. I'd rather be ALIVE. LIVING GOD. They merely believe in god. So what. I'd rather just be happy. Just be a slave. Just this. Jesus said once "nothing is hidden that will not be revealed". Listen, everything is already revealed to one who is ALIVE. You can't put it off, shunt it to the future. One who is ALIVE already knows. Has always known. Will always know. Accept it. We'll get you sooner or later. Why not just wake up now? Stop suffering. Stop acting-get out in the audience. Just wake up. Don't necessarily expect rockets and roman candles in your head. You might get them if you need them. You might not. You might just start LIVING GOD. Very simple. You might just become a slave. Give up your deluded freedom. You might just be happy. All the time. Then you become another destroyer. One who just wakes up scares the living hell out of their friends and lovers.