Message #1189 - PAGAN (general msgbase) Date: 09-02-96 22:37 From: Purple Hawk To: Foxtrot Subject: I need help/Shamanism ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- @MSGID: 93:9710/8@PODNET 7b15fc3c @REPLY: 93:9631/0.0 32237d34 @PID: FM+ 2.12.SW F25v0WUgPt @TID: GE 1.11+ > Thank you for the advice. I'll try to follow > it as well as I can, given current lack of > resources... > I hope this works... > PH> [sigh].... Opening a can of worms here, if you asked me... > PH> When people play around with the Ouija board, they are > PH> merely opening the portal for the evil or negative > PH> spirits/energy forces to enter into our plane of existance to wreck > havoc. > I've heard that a lot. How come it worked > fine for him until *after* he used it on/for me? Are you sure about that??? {grin} > Is there a proper way to use one? Yeah, don't use it... :) > PH> And now in this lifetime, you haven't learned the > PH> lesson, yet. Perhaps this time you will learn something > PH> that you haven't learn the last time in the past. > Hmm... well, I knew nothing of my past, pretty > much while I'll make mistakes. I want to know what I > am, what I'm capable of, and how I can use it to help > others. I already know I can offer good/bad luck to > others. (Either way, I get jinxed right back...), and > someone mentioned I am a sort of 'haven' for those > that are spiritually afflicted... but why? How? What > does this mean? Meaning that your spirit aura or whatever attract those that need help with theirs. It means you are a healer of some nature. Something to be humble with. > PH> Perhaps the good spirits were trying to keep you from > PH> making a mistake via curosity amid immaturity??? > Hmm, I don't know... sometimes I think that > whatever it is isn't so beniegn... > PH> and listen to the spirit guides and ask them to send to > PH> you the right person. > Okay. This sounds reasonable. Now, can you > please tell me how to do this? Every time I think I > may get somewhere, murphy's law starts to prevail. Which one of those might apply?? ;) Set a time and place when and where you would not be disturb. Take the phone off the hook and close the drapery. Burn some incense, like myrrh or/and frankincense in a flameproof dish/cauldron. Take 4 deep cleansing breaths and relax. Let go of all thoughts and worries. Imagine in your mind's eye, a peaceful scene with meadow, trees, clouds, sky, you knw the whole pastoral scenery. Now imagine yourself in it, sitting in the middle, enjoying the place. See a bright white light coming down to you, surrounding you and bathing you. Feel the warmth of it, the feeling of love. Ask very humbly for the guardian to speak to you. Tell the guardian you are very troubled and seek its help. Wait for the answer. It may come or it may not come. Don't be disappointed or discouraged if it doesn't come. Thank it for allowing you to see the light and come back into your body. Try it again another day. If it answers, Don't be afraid. It's trying to help you, even if you don't understand. Keep a calm mind and heart. Relax. After you finish, don't forget to thank it for the information and write it down in a journal of a sort. > It was funny, but I used to see myself as a > wolf, then later as a rat, and then *later* as the > fox. Now the Raven. This confused me for the longest > time. Have you try the Medicine Cards by J. Sams. They are really good for this. They explain the Totems. > :) Something I thank the earth for every time > she answers my requests. When it's hot and muggy, I > ask for a breeze, and it comes. I ask for clouds, and > they appear. Makes me want to do something for her in > return. Half the reason I want to learn about my > abilities. > What is a seven-day candle? A pagan gave me > two vials, saying one is flor cleansing, and one for > protection, which are supposed to burn on a black and > a white candle, respectively. If there's a large Hispanic population near you, go to a Botancia. That's a religious goods store for the Santerias and Yorubias. > I am trying to get everything together for > this... and something always stops me. *sigh*. > grr grr grr grr grr... Hopefully by the time you get this, the thing that is stopping you will be gone. > Hopefully, I'll be able to get everything > together, and get this done. > I appreciate it! I'll let you know how this > turns out, of I don't get hit by a flood or > something... I'll keep you in my thoughts til I hear from you again. Peace and blessings be on your path. May your path leads you to all good things and people. Purple Hawk --- GEcho 1.11+ * Origin: The Purple Hawk's Den NYC 1-718-547-5205 (93:9710/8) @PATH: 9710/8 9700/0 9000/0 9004/0